You hate me because I don’t smile at you, and I don’t smile at you because I think you hate me…

I worry too much…

I’m worried and exited for the band tour to germany this year. Mainly worried that one of my only friends there is going to ditch me for her (currently) kind of boyfriend (which is highly likely that its going to happen) which then means I will be a bit of a loner, seeing as I didn’t go to band camp, where everyone got to know each other, so I don’t really know some people that well :3 and I’m exited because we’re going on band tour? I don’t really think I’m excited at all actually. I tell myself its going to be amazing so I can pretend I am, it seems to make me less worried :L I think about stuff too much…

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WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

By throwing heavy objects at the walls and floor, thats if i’m angry. if im annoyed at someone i may just have to draw them in the most unattractive way ever. if im sad I’ll cry and write in my diary. woah too many types of bad moods :3

I don’t even think i have one follower :L

i need some people to follow…. whooooo?????? any suggestions?

just saying..

for those that are wondering why my URL (erl ;D ) is laddered tights, its because I almost always (sometimes, often) wear tights and they almost always have ladders in them, unless they’re new :3 haha, just saying….

because i was bored like crazyyyyy. :3 If your wondering why i have my eyes closed its because i have no make up on, and i look younger without it, so having my eyes closed somehow helps? anyway i thought i would upload a photo of me because theres only my profile picture on here because its a new account and in that picture i look evil and not very happy, so heres a kind of smiley one. :L

because i was bored like crazyyyyy. :3 If your wondering why i have my eyes closed its because i have no make up on, and i look younger without it, so having my eyes closed somehow helps? anyway i thought i would upload a photo of me because theres only my profile picture on here because its a new account and in that picture i look evil and not very happy, so heres a kind of smiley one. :L

BIG HEART FOR JEDWARD!! <3

I wish i had a identical twin, so i could be like jedward because they are absolutely amazingggg. I’ve just been watching jedward let loose on youtube, their hilarious :’) stupid, but hilarious :L I’m hoping they’ll do a twit cam soon, its probably as close i will ever get to actually seeing them D’: 

Jedward are jepic! coincidence or what? ;)